
<p>The title reflects that I spent most of my childhood hiding in my bedroom cupboard, to keep safe but also to hide from the world, I loved and I hated that cupboard equally, but it was to become my safe space and without it I dont think I would be here. <br><br>I talk about all the things that has happened to me growing up to adult life, racism, bullying, abuse mentally & physically by parents & others. My own mental health and struggles.<br><br>I will share with you stories of growing up in a mix raced single mum family who had her own a fascinating story of her own, losing her to mental illness, the highs and lows of her split personality, finding out my dad who left when I was 5 was not my real dad 2 years ago which catapulted me into a new chapter in my life with a new family and siblings I never knew I had and so much more!<br><br>Just me trying to make sense of it all and navigate my way through, knowing iam not alone and that there are many others like me out there and mayb